A kid shouldn't play against grown ups. You'll get messed up every time. Even if you're a prodigy and you're playing the game that you're a champion at, you'll still lose because older people are just always better at manipulating something so that they come out a winner.

And the real reason why you can't win when you play against people who have more experience is because you don't have clarity when you make decisions. No matter how logical or how correct you think you're thinking, you don't have the clarity or the vision that experience brings. It's impossible to get experience. And nobody's gonna help you. Seriously: you're on your own. There's nothing worse than losing by yourself. And then people just walk by looking at your thinking about how lucky they are that they're not you.

So time to wave the humogous white flag. I give up. All the righteous things I think, and all of the self-pitying ideas, and all of the misery or sadness or patheticness or whatever all of this stuff is is useless. Nothing makes you feel better than moving on. Time to move on. Time to stop being a loser.

Gers-O