Flex.
I went to watch Dawn of the Dead tonight. Man, that was a good movie. Really intense the whole way through. They drew out the scary scenes really long too. You knew something was going to happen, but they kept you waiting for it for a long time. And the scene where the zombies surround the busses: crazy.
Anyways, I'm 50% done studying for the CSC test. Once I get one more chapter done tonight, I'll be good. I know more than I want to know about the Bank of Canada, and SPRA's and SSRA's, and competitive tenders and fixed income securities, and all sorts of junk like that. But I feel so SMRT now that I've got this stuff in my head. Hopefully the test isn't too hard, and I'll be able to walk down the street and tell people "Hi, I'm half done my CSC."
Some people asked about what was bothering me, because one of my recent posts said something about me having a chip on my shoulder or something. And I also said I wasn't telling, which I'm not. And I don't want to sound like I want people to ask me about it, because I don't. And neither do I want to sound like I want sympathy because I'm having an internal struggle of epic proportions, because I don't. But I'm making some promises to myself; four to be exact. And they will resolve themselves in 3 weeks, 2 months, 5 months, and the last one I'm not sure about. And every time one of them resolves themselves, I'll do the same thing. And you won't see it happening, because I don't want you to know it's happening. But it'll happen.
I'll unflex.
~Gers-O
I went to watch Dawn of the Dead tonight. Man, that was a good movie. Really intense the whole way through. They drew out the scary scenes really long too. You knew something was going to happen, but they kept you waiting for it for a long time. And the scene where the zombies surround the busses: crazy.
Anyways, I'm 50% done studying for the CSC test. Once I get one more chapter done tonight, I'll be good. I know more than I want to know about the Bank of Canada, and SPRA's and SSRA's, and competitive tenders and fixed income securities, and all sorts of junk like that. But I feel so SMRT now that I've got this stuff in my head. Hopefully the test isn't too hard, and I'll be able to walk down the street and tell people "Hi, I'm half done my CSC."
Some people asked about what was bothering me, because one of my recent posts said something about me having a chip on my shoulder or something. And I also said I wasn't telling, which I'm not. And I don't want to sound like I want people to ask me about it, because I don't. And neither do I want to sound like I want sympathy because I'm having an internal struggle of epic proportions, because I don't. But I'm making some promises to myself; four to be exact. And they will resolve themselves in 3 weeks, 2 months, 5 months, and the last one I'm not sure about. And every time one of them resolves themselves, I'll do the same thing. And you won't see it happening, because I don't want you to know it's happening. But it'll happen.
I'll unflex.
~Gers-O
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