AstroThoughts

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Almost everything is alright now. I have the song that I've been searching for for more than a month. Finally, I found it. I can't believe how much I love some songs. If there were no such thing as music, I think I'd be a real food freak, or I'd be really attached to TV, or something like that. And when I hear music now, I compare it to my list of all-time favourites, which simply cannot be beat. And my list of all-time favourites are by people/bands that aren't very mainstream (I'm not saying they're underground, but they're not top 40 for sure). In fact, most of my favourites are songs that you wouldn't like. Guaranteed.

Anyways, everything feels alright for now. I usually go through days and weeks trying to make everything alright. Me and stress don't go well together. That's not to say that I can't handle stress: I can. But, I handle it by minimizing it. And so, now that the not-so-nice things have been eliminated for a while, I'm feeling so much better.

Lemme tell you some of the good things that are here now, or are coming soon, just so you know what to look out for, or what to look forward to. First, even though March is definitely the best month, I can't think of better months than June (when my sister has her birthday) and August. August is probably the bestest of months after March; summer/autumn weather, no school yet, an invented long weekend, and camping/travelling/no birthdays/winter coming, and so many other good things. So, you have June and August to look forward to, which is a good 60 days of fun.

I think I also feel really good because I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. One more year of school, and I'll be ready to spread Astrohappiness to the world. For those of you who've known me for more than a year, you'll know that this past school year hasn't been quite normal for me. The year before, when I was doing nothing (which, by the way, I highly reccommend) I could do all of the things that I love to do, because I had so much free time. This year I've started to feel the time constraints of working/schooling at the same time. When I start working, I'm gonna be even more busy. But I'm ready for all that now. Even though it's so much later than most of you, I'm ready.

In case you weren't sure, it's 3:18am. I feel like I'm sleeping right now, but I'm at my computer. Everything's back to normal. At least for a day. Let's see what saturday's like.

~Gers-O