Dear Astro,

Over the past 24 hours, I've drained myself emotionally. I did it to myself, but not completely on purpose. I hyped up Saturday to myself, all week long. I came away from it with even more things to think about than I went in with.

And I'm really fighting myself to understand why I'm so scared of saying things. Seriously. I have so many things that I want to say. I just need to say one of them. Not all of them, just one.

I'm almost angry with myself. Not quite, but I go back and forth between thinking that I'm an idiot, and that I'm just pathetic. Luckily I have a huge ego which keeps me from falling into some huge depression.

I should really be following the guy motto: You don't know unless you try.

~Gers-O